today i stayed in skool from 9 to 5 doing art. and other hmwk too la. bleh.
den din realli complete THAT much but ok la. heh. wad quite fun. and my juniors gave me agar cake to eat. actually its miss lim's. but well. she's sick and prac was off last min so heh.

hmm. today went to church.
i dunno if i should say this, so i'd just keep it ambiguous.
i feel so damn jaded.
i don't know why/how.
its not like i dont have a purpose in life or trying to find it or wad. (sorry zili)
i just feel detached. all the energy bursting out of you pple is just something i couldnt relate to.
and i was all the while trying to control myself from showing my irritation.
it took soooo long.

and you looked so damn great in that white top and how you turned from some distance away and i just held my breath.
and i love your car, that crimson BMW. i loved it so much i memorised your license plate.
SDN6506Y
its a scary obsession

does anyone know how you can bury feelings?
Now I Wish you would talk to me
Gave me the time of day
Not turn away
If I woulda been the one to maybe go this far
i might have stayed at home
Playing angry chords on my guitar